The Lesson From the Beauty...

" Something cannot be change in life... But we can still sail the life smoothly if we can realize the thing."

What am I searching for…?

There is no limit for the bird to fly... but it moves around a place where it can survive... Through out this life people run behind the life... though they know they will never be able to hold it.

While coming back from the office in the local train I see everyone look so tired and fed up. I could feel the tensed and distracted environment around me… some people play cards with their groups, some people sit quietly with their closed eyes and the rest looks around cautiously to get a seat. Within every person I find a restless and lifeless life. It seems the work is still not over… everyone is struggling to survive and to go higher in position and to get more of everything. They make their world so complicated that they can’t see the simple way to everything. Simplicity lies in the mind...
I can feel it when I look in to their life.
When I look in to myself I find many unresolved queries traveling with me. The world around me is beautiful but I am struggling inside to survive…
Do I love my life? It’s a tough question to answer. I love the life around me... I love the people around me... but I don’t know about my life. I get lost in uncertainties when I think about it… may be I have never thought of it...

I want something that the world is taken away from me in return I have to give back everything

Raindrops keep falling...

After a long time I met one my old friend. I still remember the days we spend in hostel and also in college. Those are the days … no one of us will forget ever. During our conversation he told me that I am changed… I asked how…but there was no answer. He could feel the changes but he could not explain it. I know what made me different…

I know I am changed a lot. I was not like this few years back; I know I won’t be like this after some year. I adopted the change to change myself... not for the sake of change but to become perfect. No one is perfect as said by many people…I accept the thinking... but I have my own view on this. In this space we can not define anything with a single acceptable definition. Every definition has its reference point. I defined my own nature of perfection. I defined my own path. It may not suit many people, many people may not accept my way but I chose my life. I chose to be a good person...I chose to be a good human being… my definition of being good may be different from the past. I am the same person with a bit modified life. The life for me is just an adventurous journey. I am enjoining each and every moments of it. I know nothing will remain with me for ever. I wish I could fulfill everyone’s wishes before I leave…

Understanding of the root of everything is a not theory that one can teach... it’s a continuous process of understanding of the self. I am still learning the way life is. People may think in many way but I find my way a simple road to success ands happiness.

Love for me...

I can’t remember for the first time when I was in love…
Through this journey till date I asked many times to myself about the meaning of love...
When ever I get alone I miss something in depth of my life. I feel the pain of being alone... I feel some one missing…

I look back to the past and realized its not the first time I am feeling such pain…
The path till now is full of stories and memories…
Why can’t I forget all…? I don’t know why I remember each &every part of my life… each &every moment… it gets in to my mind when ever I am alone...

Every time I feel as if I am going away from everything... as if everything is going away from my life... Leaving me alone...
Everyone run behind time... But I always capture the time for a halt... I missed out everyone but the time remains with me…

I don’t want to run behind life... There are lots of lives struggling behind... I want to keep them alive

Love for me is …the beautiful smile that comes from the heart… the richness of life that comes from the soul… the fragrance of freshness that comes from the mind… the presence of faith that comes from belief…