Nothing is certain in this world. The uncertainty in life brings the circumstances. A circumstance creates the environment. And the life struggle to cope with this new changing environment. It accumulates experiences to face the world but the uncertainty brings another change in life to struggle and learn a new lesson. Life teaches a lesson at every stage but we never accept to learn.
Every time I get failed or I don’t get what I want I start blaming the God, “why this world is like this, why I can’t get what I want? Why this is happening? Why my life is like this? Why I am like this? What is there for me? Etc etc…”
I blame to get everything in life… but rarely did I think of giving something to this world, to the God, to the people…
I hear an inner voice that says that this world is mine... that’s why I am here. I am here to give something to this world.. I am here to give something to this people. I am here as many people on this earth require me. I am here to give not to take anything from this earth.
I accept this when I get back to my past... everything I wanted was never for me.. I just wasted my time in seeking for those things that I had lost with time. I could realize that when ever I wanted to give something I had never faced a problem but when ever I wanted something I just got nothing. Every times life taught me a lesson but I had never realized it nor had I ever accepted it.
But there is nothing late in learning something. Still a long way to go…
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Monday, May 19, 2008
Long way to Go-1
Just another incident of my life makes me to review the life again. In my completion of 26 years of existence I face the same life of 13. The teachings of Bhagwat Gita, that I had read many times during my childhood reflects in my mind. It’s about the Karma and the Dharma of life. it is a war against death which is certain. Why should then I waste my time which is limited. The most complex thing in life is that we don’t know the end; we don’t know the time frame of this life. We desire, we dream and we wait for the time. The highest risk that we take in our life is, we take our life granted. I completed 26 years of my life but what is my achievement? What I did to respect my self? What I did till now that the people will remember me? Just in the wait for another day I completed 26 years. During this journey I experienced a lot about the life. Though it’s not the whole about the life, it’s just a glimpse that I got from here. I lost many things on this path. I met with many people who came at certain point of time to hold me back in to the track; they taught me a lesson at that point of time. Every time I cried for love, it comes in to my life in different way through different people. Again after 13 years I lost some one. There is no tear in my eyes as it was 13 year back, but I am finding myself alone again. But today I don’t want anyone; I just want to learn to live alone. The line from bhagwat Gita comes in to my mind again and again “I have not got anything here nor I will take anything from here. What I got I got from here and I will leave it back when I will go. I am here for my assigned role and I will have to go back after completion of my job.” My destiny is my Karma. At the end of the day what I did will be counted and will be accumulated to my life account. The justice will be done according to my Karma. We played a many role and we attached to many people during this life. Some times we have not given certain role to play and we cry for it. We forget the importance of our job at that time.
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Friday, May 2, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Why do I believe in God?
When I find everything going wrong around me I find myself alone, I seek some one around to hold me back so that I wont laid down. When I find no one who could hold me I find God. If I ask where He is and even if I search for God, I have never seen Him physically present around me, but I feel him around me giving me advice and the strength to stand back and face the consequences of life. My presence in this space is never decided by me. I came to know about me when I started believing in this world and everything around me. I exist because I believe. My existence is just a matter of choice made by some one. I believe Him as my God. I believe my parents as my God. But they are not the only one. I believe the presence of God is everywhere in different shape and in different way of my thinking. I stored my faith with God so that I won’t ever feel alone to struggle in life. I have kept a reference point in this universe to hold my position. Whenever I get lost I search for that point of my origin, I called him God. As a human being I born as a social element but in practical the social nature of life is a work field to struggle and live everyday. The systems that we created and the life that we live in are so complicated and so brittle that change in every field is inevitable. There is no single fixed point to stick to it as the basic nature of life is to grow. But the growth in reference to what?
There are many elements to judge on this part and the measurement of growth is not limited to anyone thing. With this growth I change. I change to grow. It is practical. If I hold on to something I get hurt as I try to resist and protect the laws of nature. I call the nature as God. To always remain awake and to accept everything I believe in God. I am able to do everything and I am empowered but every moment I loose something to get something, it’s a part of my life cycle. I don’t want to loose anything so I get hurt, that is why I believe in God, who present always around me and I never loose him. I always find my existence in respect to someone and I call him God.
There are many elements to judge on this part and the measurement of growth is not limited to anyone thing. With this growth I change. I change to grow. It is practical. If I hold on to something I get hurt as I try to resist and protect the laws of nature. I call the nature as God. To always remain awake and to accept everything I believe in God. I am able to do everything and I am empowered but every moment I loose something to get something, it’s a part of my life cycle. I don’t want to loose anything so I get hurt, that is why I believe in God, who present always around me and I never loose him. I always find my existence in respect to someone and I call him God.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Most people want what they want yesterday
“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.”
“I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me, I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day, as you have meant old friend of mine, to me along the way.”
“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”
“This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”
“If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.”
“There are people in my life who give me comfort when the going gets tough, as it invariably does. I can count on them for a shoulder to cry on. They will lift me up when i fall, they will hold me in their arms as i cry and tell me everythings going to be okay. I am so thankful for those people, they are priceless.”
“True friends are the ones who never leave your heart, even if they leave your life for awhile. Even after years apart, you pick up with them right where you left off, and even if they die they're never dead in your heart.”
“You meet people who forget you. You forget people you meet. But sometimes you meet those people you can't forget. Those are your 'friends.'”
“I haven't seen you in a while, yet I often imagine all your expressions. I haven't spoken to you recently, but many times I hear your thoughts. Good friends must not always be together. It is the feeling of oneness, when distant that proves a lasting”
“A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.”
“The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing... not healing, not curing... that is a friend who cares.”
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”
“I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”
“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”
“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.”
“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”
“As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”
“Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again.”
“I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile”
“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.”
“The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.”
“The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing... not healing, not curing... that is a friend who cares.”
“Somewhere we know that without silence words lose their meaning, that without listening speaking no longer heals, that without distance closeness cannot cure”
“When we become aware that we do not have to escape our pains, but that we can mobilize them into a common search for life, those very pains are transformed from expressions of despair into signs of hope”
“When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand.”
“God does not play dice with the universe; He plays an ineffable game of His own devising, which might be compared, from the perspective of the players, (ie everybody), to being involved in an obscure and complex version of poker in a pitch-dark room, with blank cards, for infinite stakes, with a Dealer who won't tell you the rules, and who smiles all the time.”
“I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing.”
“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”
“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”
“Only Love Can Break Your Heart
Summer, you’re unwelcome in my room,
leave me be, overwhelmed by grief.
Drunk on whiskey from The Pharaoh’s Tomb I’m weak as a pacifist,
I’m eaten alive by jealousy, only god knows why.
Just like only god knows why Alan said coming out is fab and brill
like falling in love.
Summer, be gone! Alan’s gone. Family and friends are gone.
Neil Young is right: Only love can break your heart.
My heart is unmendable.
I am forever in my room, heartbroken, and nobody is there,
forever spending my days killing time until time kills me.”
“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”
“I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother;for those were some of the best times of my life.”
“When we become aware that we do not have to escape our pains, but that we can mobilize them into a common search for life, those very pains are transformed from expressions of despair into signs of hope”
“When all is said and done, you are part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason that you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spots with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it.”
“I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.”
“I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me, I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day, as you have meant old friend of mine, to me along the way.”
“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”
“This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”
“If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.”
“There are people in my life who give me comfort when the going gets tough, as it invariably does. I can count on them for a shoulder to cry on. They will lift me up when i fall, they will hold me in their arms as i cry and tell me everythings going to be okay. I am so thankful for those people, they are priceless.”
“True friends are the ones who never leave your heart, even if they leave your life for awhile. Even after years apart, you pick up with them right where you left off, and even if they die they're never dead in your heart.”
“You meet people who forget you. You forget people you meet. But sometimes you meet those people you can't forget. Those are your 'friends.'”
“I haven't seen you in a while, yet I often imagine all your expressions. I haven't spoken to you recently, but many times I hear your thoughts. Good friends must not always be together. It is the feeling of oneness, when distant that proves a lasting”
“A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.”
“The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing... not healing, not curing... that is a friend who cares.”
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”
“I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”
“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”
“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.”
“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”
“As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”
“Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again.”
“I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile”
“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.”
“The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.”
“The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing... not healing, not curing... that is a friend who cares.”
“Somewhere we know that without silence words lose their meaning, that without listening speaking no longer heals, that without distance closeness cannot cure”
“When we become aware that we do not have to escape our pains, but that we can mobilize them into a common search for life, those very pains are transformed from expressions of despair into signs of hope”
“When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand.”
“God does not play dice with the universe; He plays an ineffable game of His own devising, which might be compared, from the perspective of the players, (ie everybody), to being involved in an obscure and complex version of poker in a pitch-dark room, with blank cards, for infinite stakes, with a Dealer who won't tell you the rules, and who smiles all the time.”
“I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing.”
“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”
“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”
“Only Love Can Break Your Heart
Summer, you’re unwelcome in my room,
leave me be, overwhelmed by grief.
Drunk on whiskey from The Pharaoh’s Tomb I’m weak as a pacifist,
I’m eaten alive by jealousy, only god knows why.
Just like only god knows why Alan said coming out is fab and brill
like falling in love.
Summer, be gone! Alan’s gone. Family and friends are gone.
Neil Young is right: Only love can break your heart.
My heart is unmendable.
I am forever in my room, heartbroken, and nobody is there,
forever spending my days killing time until time kills me.”
“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”
“I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother;for those were some of the best times of my life.”
“When we become aware that we do not have to escape our pains, but that we can mobilize them into a common search for life, those very pains are transformed from expressions of despair into signs of hope”
“When all is said and done, you are part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason that you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spots with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it.”
“I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.”
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Co-existence of Life
We are limited by the time and resources... We are bound by the system… but our wants are limitless…because our thoughts are limitless… it’s a space within us, so deep is that no one ever could measure it... We can’t ever fill it up with anything... Our desire born from this space…from time to time different desires born and die and reborn… if we accept this truth then we are not limited… we can’t satisfy our desires... we can’t filled the space within… but if we believe then we can control it. Like the space outside the world is governed by the forces…which are again governed by a system… everything is arranged in such a manner that they balance each other. It is the co-existence of everything that forms a synchronized system. We are just a tiny particle in this space having the life… which is again a space...
According to the nature we are social animals… we always live with different people around... we make different relationship… our life is co-exist in the system… if someone go away from us, some one else comes in the system… we could feel the gap in the system when some one goes away from us.. We feel we are missing something in life... we try to stop him... We try to resist the system… we cry... we feel hurt... but some one comes again to fill the gap… we get hurt for the time being… but our space always get back to its shape.. Everything co-exists in this system. May be I am needed in some one else’s space so I go there to complete the gap… chaos happen sometimes when the system breaks and everything get distorted.. If we understand this system we could control it… we could make it synchronized in such a way that the life goes smoothly…
Its tough to believe what we cant see... its tough to believe what we cant experience… we are so much associated with material things that we hardly get time to ask “why” to ourselves… though we know our space we don’t know how to manage this. We don’t know how to accept everything. It’s the basic nature of every living being to resist for change…
The change is nothing but a part of the system to balance the system.
According to the nature we are social animals… we always live with different people around... we make different relationship… our life is co-exist in the system… if someone go away from us, some one else comes in the system… we could feel the gap in the system when some one goes away from us.. We feel we are missing something in life... we try to stop him... We try to resist the system… we cry... we feel hurt... but some one comes again to fill the gap… we get hurt for the time being… but our space always get back to its shape.. Everything co-exists in this system. May be I am needed in some one else’s space so I go there to complete the gap… chaos happen sometimes when the system breaks and everything get distorted.. If we understand this system we could control it… we could make it synchronized in such a way that the life goes smoothly…
Its tough to believe what we cant see... its tough to believe what we cant experience… we are so much associated with material things that we hardly get time to ask “why” to ourselves… though we know our space we don’t know how to manage this. We don’t know how to accept everything. It’s the basic nature of every living being to resist for change…
The change is nothing but a part of the system to balance the system.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
In my life I came across many people who act like a supporting pillar for me. They come in my life to teach me a lesson. I always searched for love and I found love comes in to my life in different forms.
With everyday passing I am learning a new lesson in life but the root is in me to accept everything quietly and learn everything positively. Today I find I am in love with everyone around me. Even I am in love with those people who are using me and who are playing with me. I could understand the intentions behind every face still I am not able to dislike them. I feel they don’t know what they are doing. They are running behind uncertainties which are leading them towards the certainty of unhappiness. I am not defined by the people I am not limited by the people, I am defined by myself, and I am limited by the time frame of this life. Why I want everything that I want?
My wants are defined by me. I am the cause as well as the effect. Why should I afraid?
The system around me which is created by someone at some point of time is trying to bind me in it. Why should I follow the system? If the objective of the system is for a smooth and peaceful life, I find the objective is not fulfilling the criteria. I find the system is misunderstood by the people who are following it today. People have restricted their freedom by themselves. I will never limit myself with them. I may not be able to change the system but I know I will leave an impact on it to think upon. Tomorrow I may not be here…the world will learn me with the time… that should come soon.
With everyday passing I am learning a new lesson in life but the root is in me to accept everything quietly and learn everything positively. Today I find I am in love with everyone around me. Even I am in love with those people who are using me and who are playing with me. I could understand the intentions behind every face still I am not able to dislike them. I feel they don’t know what they are doing. They are running behind uncertainties which are leading them towards the certainty of unhappiness. I am not defined by the people I am not limited by the people, I am defined by myself, and I am limited by the time frame of this life. Why I want everything that I want?
My wants are defined by me. I am the cause as well as the effect. Why should I afraid?
The system around me which is created by someone at some point of time is trying to bind me in it. Why should I follow the system? If the objective of the system is for a smooth and peaceful life, I find the objective is not fulfilling the criteria. I find the system is misunderstood by the people who are following it today. People have restricted their freedom by themselves. I will never limit myself with them. I may not be able to change the system but I know I will leave an impact on it to think upon. Tomorrow I may not be here…the world will learn me with the time… that should come soon.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Sunday, February 10, 2008
“I do not communicate by words alone. In fact, rarely I do so.
My most common form of communication is through feeling... Feeling is the language of soul.
If you want to know what’s true for you about something, look to how you’re feeling about it.
Feelings are sometimes difficult to discover and often even more difficult to acknowledge. Yet hidden in your deepest feelings is your highest truth.”
I just came through this statement in the book "Conversations with God".
My most common form of communication is through feeling... Feeling is the language of soul.
If you want to know what’s true for you about something, look to how you’re feeling about it.
Feelings are sometimes difficult to discover and often even more difficult to acknowledge. Yet hidden in your deepest feelings is your highest truth.”
I just came through this statement in the book "Conversations with God".
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Moment of Love
I am fall in love with the emotion… the emotion that comes for a few moments… I am fall in love with those moments. It may not come again but it will remain always with me as a moment of love.
The emotion of happiness… the emotion of surprise… the emotion of love…
When we forget everything and only the emotion rules on us… we seek for love and affection… we search for the world full of flowers and fresh breeze… We dream for a peaceful world cared by love.
I am searching for the emotion around to hide me behind…
The emotion of happiness… the emotion of surprise… the emotion of love…
When we forget everything and only the emotion rules on us… we seek for love and affection… we search for the world full of flowers and fresh breeze… We dream for a peaceful world cared by love.
I am searching for the emotion around to hide me behind…
Thursday, January 24, 2008
The Lesson From the Beauty...
" Something cannot be change in life... But we can still sail the life smoothly if we can realize the thing."
Friday, January 18, 2008
What am I searching for…?
There is no limit for the bird to fly... but it moves around a place where it can survive... Through out this life people run behind the life... though they know they will never be able to hold it.
While coming back from the office in the local train I see everyone look so tired and fed up. I could feel the tensed and distracted environment around me… some people play cards with their groups, some people sit quietly with their closed eyes and the rest looks around cautiously to get a seat. Within every person I find a restless and lifeless life. It seems the work is still not over… everyone is struggling to survive and to go higher in position and to get more of everything. They make their world so complicated that they can’t see the simple way to everything. Simplicity lies in the mind...
I can feel it when I look in to their life.
When I look in to myself I find many unresolved queries traveling with me. The world around me is beautiful but I am struggling inside to survive…
Do I love my life? It’s a tough question to answer. I love the life around me... I love the people around me... but I don’t know about my life. I get lost in uncertainties when I think about it… may be I have never thought of it...
I want something that the world is taken away from me in return I have to give back everything
While coming back from the office in the local train I see everyone look so tired and fed up. I could feel the tensed and distracted environment around me… some people play cards with their groups, some people sit quietly with their closed eyes and the rest looks around cautiously to get a seat. Within every person I find a restless and lifeless life. It seems the work is still not over… everyone is struggling to survive and to go higher in position and to get more of everything. They make their world so complicated that they can’t see the simple way to everything. Simplicity lies in the mind...
I can feel it when I look in to their life.
When I look in to myself I find many unresolved queries traveling with me. The world around me is beautiful but I am struggling inside to survive…
Do I love my life? It’s a tough question to answer. I love the life around me... I love the people around me... but I don’t know about my life. I get lost in uncertainties when I think about it… may be I have never thought of it...
I want something that the world is taken away from me in return I have to give back everything
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Raindrops keep falling...
After a long time I met one my old friend. I still remember the days we spend in hostel and also in college. Those are the days … no one of us will forget ever. During our conversation he told me that I am changed… I asked how…but there was no answer. He could feel the changes but he could not explain it. I know what made me different…
I know I am changed a lot. I was not like this few years back; I know I won’t be like this after some year. I adopted the change to change myself... not for the sake of change but to become perfect. No one is perfect as said by many people…I accept the thinking... but I have my own view on this. In this space we can not define anything with a single acceptable definition. Every definition has its reference point. I defined my own nature of perfection. I defined my own path. It may not suit many people, many people may not accept my way but I chose my life. I chose to be a good person...I chose to be a good human being… my definition of being good may be different from the past. I am the same person with a bit modified life. The life for me is just an adventurous journey. I am enjoining each and every moments of it. I know nothing will remain with me for ever. I wish I could fulfill everyone’s wishes before I leave…
Understanding of the root of everything is a not theory that one can teach... it’s a continuous process of understanding of the self. I am still learning the way life is. People may think in many way but I find my way a simple road to success ands happiness.
I know I am changed a lot. I was not like this few years back; I know I won’t be like this after some year. I adopted the change to change myself... not for the sake of change but to become perfect. No one is perfect as said by many people…I accept the thinking... but I have my own view on this. In this space we can not define anything with a single acceptable definition. Every definition has its reference point. I defined my own nature of perfection. I defined my own path. It may not suit many people, many people may not accept my way but I chose my life. I chose to be a good person...I chose to be a good human being… my definition of being good may be different from the past. I am the same person with a bit modified life. The life for me is just an adventurous journey. I am enjoining each and every moments of it. I know nothing will remain with me for ever. I wish I could fulfill everyone’s wishes before I leave…
Understanding of the root of everything is a not theory that one can teach... it’s a continuous process of understanding of the self. I am still learning the way life is. People may think in many way but I find my way a simple road to success ands happiness.
Friday, January 4, 2008
Love for me...
I can’t remember for the first time when I was in love…
Through this journey till date I asked many times to myself about the meaning of love...
When ever I get alone I miss something in depth of my life. I feel the pain of being alone... I feel some one missing…
I look back to the past and realized its not the first time I am feeling such pain…
The path till now is full of stories and memories…
Why can’t I forget all…? I don’t know why I remember each &every part of my life… each &every moment… it gets in to my mind when ever I am alone...
Every time I feel as if I am going away from everything... as if everything is going away from my life... Leaving me alone...
Everyone run behind time... But I always capture the time for a halt... I missed out everyone but the time remains with me…
I don’t want to run behind life... There are lots of lives struggling behind... I want to keep them alive
Love for me is …the beautiful smile that comes from the heart… the richness of life that comes from the soul… the fragrance of freshness that comes from the mind… the presence of faith that comes from belief…
Through this journey till date I asked many times to myself about the meaning of love...
When ever I get alone I miss something in depth of my life. I feel the pain of being alone... I feel some one missing…
I look back to the past and realized its not the first time I am feeling such pain…
The path till now is full of stories and memories…
Why can’t I forget all…? I don’t know why I remember each &every part of my life… each &every moment… it gets in to my mind when ever I am alone...
Every time I feel as if I am going away from everything... as if everything is going away from my life... Leaving me alone...
Everyone run behind time... But I always capture the time for a halt... I missed out everyone but the time remains with me…
I don’t want to run behind life... There are lots of lives struggling behind... I want to keep them alive
Love for me is …the beautiful smile that comes from the heart… the richness of life that comes from the soul… the fragrance of freshness that comes from the mind… the presence of faith that comes from belief…
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