When I find everything going wrong around me I find myself alone, I seek some one around to hold me back so that I wont laid down. When I find no one who could hold me I find God. If I ask where He is and even if I search for God, I have never seen Him physically present around me, but I feel him around me giving me advice and the strength to stand back and face the consequences of life. My presence in this space is never decided by me. I came to know about me when I started believing in this world and everything around me. I exist because I believe. My existence is just a matter of choice made by some one. I believe Him as my God. I believe my parents as my God. But they are not the only one. I believe the presence of God is everywhere in different shape and in different way of my thinking. I stored my faith with God so that I won’t ever feel alone to struggle in life. I have kept a reference point in this universe to hold my position. Whenever I get lost I search for that point of my origin, I called him God. As a human being I born as a social element but in practical the social nature of life is a work field to struggle and live everyday. The systems that we created and the life that we live in are so complicated and so brittle that change in every field is inevitable. There is no single fixed point to stick to it as the basic nature of life is to grow. But the growth in reference to what?
There are many elements to judge on this part and the measurement of growth is not limited to anyone thing. With this growth I change. I change to grow. It is practical. If I hold on to something I get hurt as I try to resist and protect the laws of nature. I call the nature as God. To always remain awake and to accept everything I believe in God. I am able to do everything and I am empowered but every moment I loose something to get something, it’s a part of my life cycle. I don’t want to loose anything so I get hurt, that is why I believe in God, who present always around me and I never loose him. I always find my existence in respect to someone and I call him God.
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